Silently kicking and screaming.

Watch us stand tall, and quietly fall. As the world stops spinning and the tasks of tomorrow have all been swept under carpets.

Watch as the world turns grey. Though the sun shines bright and sits in it's harness making other things grow.

Watch as the water surrounds the carcass. As the breathing starts gasping until the feeling in limbs has vanished.

Watch as I sit. Looking out a window alone.. wandering horrible mental paths and wondering what's going on down the road.

Watch the sleeping. For those same wonderful times of rest aren't so willing when so many cycles of circle do their duty.

Watch limbs swing wild. As things catch a flame and confusion and pain stand tall and cause you to quietly fall.

The Smell of floating soap

Going through things that I wasn't part of, but was the cause of, creates way too many thought bubbles.

Bubble 1 - Wishing for time to vanquish time, does nothing but contend with the future. This future is the only thing I can think about.

Bubble 2 - All biological warfare in my brain will be spoken of and fixed with speech. Hopefully, you can share in the same way, and nothing will get in the way.

Bubble 3 - Liars lie. That's why they don't exist anymore. Keeping it that way will be a large addition to the last bubble.

Bubble 4 - Distance traveled will continue so, but dream's state that it will only be a problem for a short distance of days.

Bubble 5 - There isn't anything I can do to change the blank spots of years. I only have the ability to do my best to fill in these blanks the best I can. They're always going to be there with scribblings instead of memories.

Bubble 6 - I have never experienced such darkening, empty craters, that some how; vomit sadness, fear, excitement, hate, love, over focused distraction, and eagerness. (In between each of the last commas is another word and comma.)

Bubble 7 - There are things that sit in this cave and speak to me in ways I don't know how to relate to. The only thing I know is they bleed, and they bleed so well, that it won't wash off.

Bubble 8 - I've witnessed many horrible things throughout this fortnight of life. I know of only one thing that makes them go, and then stay, just where they should be.

Bubble 9 - I can't start to understand something that is too difficult to comprehend. I've never in my days found something so confusing that I sometimes don't know how or what to do. But, I'm pretty damned sure I know exactly what it is, and want to experience it with you.

Bubble 10 - There is only one prescription to these parallels.

my Tank.